Disillusioned
Sorry to have offended you, Karol.
Maybe I should explain:
I used to be a very keen and happy beekeeper, first in Austria where I studied Ecology and Entomology, then in the UK.
When I started taking part in beekeeping fora (about 2009) I was startled to see what a divided bunch beekeepers seemed to be, when I had known them as very friendly and cooperative so far.
Initially I stayed clear of the pesticide topics as I knew very little about them and had no problems myself, as I live in Orkney where they are not in use.
I made lots of forum and personal friends amongst beekeepers, and if you look at my older posts especially on SBAi you can see this for yourself. At the time I re-established the Orkney Beekeepers' Association and I was even invited to speak at the SICCAM conference in Ireland where I got on great with everybody.
But then came a rude awakening when an Austrian beekeeing friend lost all his hives to symptoms that matched exactly those of CCD (sudden disappearance of most bees, queen left behind etc.). I promised him to research it and tried to discuss it on the fora.
Suddenly most of the prominent posters turned against me, just for asking if there could be a link to neonics.
I was very disappointed that my perceived 'friends' could suddenly be so vicious and I started researching neonics in detail.
Reading and interpreting scientific studies is no problem for me and it soon dawned on me, that not only the link between the bee die-offs and neonics is undeniable, but also that there is a major disinformation campaign going on, trying to discredit every study that proves the link.
So if I sound a bit grumpy at times it's out of disappointment and at times despair about the situation we and our bees are in.
By the way, I have since found the link to the requested article futher down in the thread where you had posted it.