Sorry to hear of your problems, Stevie, and I hope it doesn't dampen your enthusiasm and joy in beekeeping in the future, it doesn't sound as though it will.
@Ian123 gave some sound advice I think. The Beowulf Cooper book is excellent (despite his being a fan of matchsticks under the crownboards through the winter - but only for his beloved black bees). If you become a member of BIBBA (which includes being a member of NATBIP - the National Bee Improvement Program) you can actually still download the Beowulf Cooper book for free as a .pdf. Although you've already ordered a real-world copy it's nice to have that on your laptop, tablet or phone if ever you're parked up in your car etc.
BIBBA also have a really useful and quickly growing collection of videos to watch, free whether you're a member or not. Roger Patterson, who is a very 'individual person' delivers many of them and I personally like him and his no-nonsense approach to beekeeping. Every beekeeper will have a different view, of course, but for me his 50 years of experience that he passes on freely has been both very entertaining and useful. They also have other guest speakers and it's an ongoing project.
You can find their videos (and links to all their other pages) here >>>
https://bibba.com/webinars/Do consider joining BIBBA (which was founded as the Village Breeders Association by Beowulf Cooper and others, it doesn't cost a great deal) if you find their content and aims in line with your views, my wife and I have and hope that they are able to continue in their work and continue to educate and assist many lovers of the 'native black bee' in Great Britain and Ireland.
As a final note a very good book I've purchased is >>>
The Principles of Bee Improvement by Jo Widdicombe
who is also one of the leading lights of BIBBA.
This book is still in print and if you don't like exclusively supporting Amazon it can be found on AbeBooks (an amalgamation of small book sellers) and, I'd think, Northern Bee Books.
I hope that's not too long winded! And I hope you (and we all) go on to have a fantastic summer ahead of us.
Bee happy!
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