kazmcc
Queen Bee
- Joined
- Jul 9, 2010
- Messages
- 3,147
- Reaction score
- 3
- Location
- Longsight, Manchester, UK
- Hive Type
- National
- Number of Hives
- None, although I have my eye on one ( Just don't tell Dusty ;) )
Well, the saga of the wasps is still ongoing. I am not happy with that left side ( those who saw my last post will understand, the blocks we balanced on the landing board didn't block entirely on the left ) so the plan was to fill with a bit of sponge, short term, until The Boss came to narrow down properly.
Nobody is available to come with me, either away or too busy, so I had to go alone.....which is breaking one of my rules for tending the bees. I made sure my eldest son knew what to do if anything went wrong, and brought a mobile phone, anti histamines etc. Anyway, they were much noisier than usual and much more frantic.....they are usually so calm and don't blow up when you approach. I know why they are behaving like this, and it isn't their usual temperament, they are being attacked and they don't know that I'm not just a big white wasp. I cut up the sponge, but as I went to remove the ply wood blocks, I just froze I just couldn't do it. I stood there and tried to get used to them being so active, and get used to the noise, then tried again, but the front of the hive is so busy, and the bees were everywhere, that after a few attempts, I ended up just having to walk away. I feel so bad. I sent my mentor an email, but he's away so we'll just have to wait until Tuesday. I asked him if I could try getting someone else down, but he asked me not to and to stick with our little group.
I'm feeling like such a failure now. Wasps everywhere, carrying off my dead girls. They are still bringing back the pollen, and no wasps got into the hive that I saw...they weren't even attempting, well, weren't for the hour I was there trying to build up courage. They are just wrestling on the ground just outside the hive and taking the dead girls. I know I've not had much experience, and I am a bit angry that I am left in this position. Maybe I am over reacting? I don't know. Am I expecting too much? All I know is I feel so bad for not being able to close that side. I know I tried, I am not being lazy and I am not being girly. I just couldn't do it Am I cut out for being a bee keeper?
Nobody is available to come with me, either away or too busy, so I had to go alone.....which is breaking one of my rules for tending the bees. I made sure my eldest son knew what to do if anything went wrong, and brought a mobile phone, anti histamines etc. Anyway, they were much noisier than usual and much more frantic.....they are usually so calm and don't blow up when you approach. I know why they are behaving like this, and it isn't their usual temperament, they are being attacked and they don't know that I'm not just a big white wasp. I cut up the sponge, but as I went to remove the ply wood blocks, I just froze I just couldn't do it. I stood there and tried to get used to them being so active, and get used to the noise, then tried again, but the front of the hive is so busy, and the bees were everywhere, that after a few attempts, I ended up just having to walk away. I feel so bad. I sent my mentor an email, but he's away so we'll just have to wait until Tuesday. I asked him if I could try getting someone else down, but he asked me not to and to stick with our little group.
I'm feeling like such a failure now. Wasps everywhere, carrying off my dead girls. They are still bringing back the pollen, and no wasps got into the hive that I saw...they weren't even attempting, well, weren't for the hour I was there trying to build up courage. They are just wrestling on the ground just outside the hive and taking the dead girls. I know I've not had much experience, and I am a bit angry that I am left in this position. Maybe I am over reacting? I don't know. Am I expecting too much? All I know is I feel so bad for not being able to close that side. I know I tried, I am not being lazy and I am not being girly. I just couldn't do it Am I cut out for being a bee keeper?