I am hoping a better suit hopefully might give me more confidence
Had my first little scare the other day when I had an accident while lifting the heavily stuck crown board and it was full of bee's underneath, proceeded to drop the crown board after my attempt at ushering them of with a brush didn't work and annoyed a few bee's (must be a better way) and the board squashed a few bee's when it hit the ground and made a thud when it dropped. Had a few come after me so I ran away but they let me return a few mins later to put right.
I am not ashamed to admit I am a slightly nervous when opening the hive as it's all new to me and having lots of bee's to deal with is something I am certainly not accustomed too or comfortable with. I'll do my best and if I can't do the best for bee's and me and improve over time then i'll have to reevaluate things.