I have been delivering a beginners course for the past few years using the generally followed principles of treating and weekly inspections. However I am now pulling out as my practice has changed dramatically. A few years ago due to illness and other factors, my bees were left unmanaged for long periods, the longest was 3 months late spring early summer, and the total number of times I went in to the hives that year was really low! My bees did really well that year and so, in following years, I have become increasingly hands off. I have 3-6 colonies usually and they are in my garden so I can watch them and see when things don’t look right. As a beginner, you are probably better off following the generally accepted methods initially, if only to get to know your bees and get a better understanding of what might be going on. I think what I am trying to say is what everyone else has said, keep at it, it will get easier. On the other hand a lot of first year beekeepers give up, some don’t even get started, when they realise that the amount of time and expense just doesn’t fit into their current lifestyle. There is nothing wrong with dropping out for those reasons. Come back when it suits you better